people are so complicated

Sigh i'm sitting down on the toilet bowl right now blogging away through this 'new' blogger app i just dowloaded. Well... it's not exactly new but i just knew about it so yeah. Maybe I'll be able to blog more.

Why did I decide to blog again? Maybe because I'm fasting from twitter, facebook and tumblr.. Maybe cause these sites have now become too public and there is so little privacy these days... Maybe cause I don't want a certain follower on twitter read my tweet.. yeap all of them are my reasons why. Sometimes I just need to rant and ... blogger is the perfect place to do it in :)

So yeahh.. here goes...
I wonder why some people act differently towards different groups of people.. To be specific, to family and friends. They treat family and friends differently. Speaking from personal experience, I feel that people tend to be nicer (in general) to their friends and maybe show a not so true self to them.. Whereas with family, people tend to show more of their true colours (whether it is being disrespectful or just.. annoying). Maybe cause family usually knows what his/her true personality is and is able to accept it but friends, you never know what can happen.. They might like you more, they might like you less. But what I wonder is if people actually realize that they're doing this.. do they try to be someone they're not? do they knowingly stop themselves from doing what they usually do? Do they know that there are people who can see this? And if you are one of those people, you'll just be so pissed cause you know what they're really like and you have to watch them act like a different person. At these times, all I can do is just keep quiet and play along cuz if I say anything, I'll be the one who's gonna be judged and there will be a whole new level of trouble (which I would very much like to avoid).

I wonder if I'm like that too sometimes.. Maybe someone who realizes that will feel annoyed.. and talk to me about it or he/she may just choose to ignore and bear the sight. I think i'm the latter so i'm raging right now.. sometimes it's just too much.

Kay now it'll probably be a good idea to end this post before I become even crazier UGH. I'm feeling better now though after getting some of thoughts out. Good night


ciao